coolyerjetsman

I FUCKING MISS MY OLD LJ ACCOUNT!

After I gave birth, I nonsensically *forgot* my password for it! Tried to retrieve it but my email was dead waaay before. Like the pet turtles I had in our old house in which I *forgot* to put them back in their snug terrarium, that crawled under the crust of our garden. Dead.

Fuck that double whammy spinal tap, it sure messed up my fucking brain.

I'm gonna drink to a shit faced level after class.

EDIT:
Holy sweet baby, My fucking deviantart account is STILL alive. Found this sad sad expression of mine.
I was a poet once, you know. I was stoned too. Ha.

Allow Me

did you entice me to co-unite?
I waited, dismantled, disheveled,
breathing, jagged pulp sliced through my heart.

I escape to remember.
I built a fortress to surrender.
Words slipping through my hand,
I wanted you to understand.

A burden. Love is.

But i will carry it, like a rolling stone.
You spared me from the torture,
Now you will grasp me.

I gave an equation,you gave a solution.
Thank you for causing me to be weak,
because I am already falling from my tower.

Now, I won't cry in a place that don't know my name.
You gave me death and you resurrected me.

Come with me.

The birds of prey are already gone,
flying high, high, into infintiy.

Come with me.

It was acquiesce all along.
Blaze with me until the sun no longer shines.

You crept and I came.
You leave me no choice.

Load me with my burden and
I will immerse myself with gratitude.

You are my twilight in my ever
incessant K-hole.

When do I start?
When do I begin?
Answer me.

I always dream of this great, horrendous tidal wave ready to hit me. It freaks the fuck out of me.

I am looking out of my huge glass windows from my 110th-floor pad, then suddenly all is quiet, too scary to be this quiet. The beach was quiet, people are gone without a trace. I look down below, the shore was bigger and wider than before, it wasn't low tide. And then I see this huge curl of water, brilliant, sparkling blue-green,  this silent monster will eat me alive. I  was secretly wishing I can hear my impending doom, the slap and crack and crash of this massive liquid proportion, but i hear the deafening sound of silent death. The weather was particularly nice, the sun is nice on my skin. But i knew it was my end, I call my mother, I can see water rising, gushing from the walls and cracks of my living space.
And then everything was okay, I was alive, I didn't hear any destruction. I was okay.

So i found this online:
Tidal waves or tsunamis suggest that you may be in a period of emotional upheaval. Anxiety , stress, and unconscious materials may be coming to the surface and affecting your daily moods. Giant tidal waves from your dream may be symbolic of current emotional unhappiness and psychological stress that may be threatening to destroy or uproot you. The outcome of this dream could reveal to you how much strength you have to "ride out" this storm. If you are not consumed, or you survived the tidal waves of your dream, be assured that you will survive the challenges of life and living.

Do I need a catharsis in life?

Just seen this flick, it's a good thing I didn't see it on the big screen.


I'm thinking, what if M. Night was really fucking with his audience---by making a crappy, half-baked movie.
But it really did creep me out though. Seriously.
I usually love Zooey Deschanel, but she can just suck eggs in this movie. Sigh.
What do you think? Discuss.

This is my second ever celeb crush. i just break into this tiny, sheepish smile whenever I see him. Huli ka balbon! Sorry luv.

I haven't been going to work for a week now.
Putangina. Nagsimula yan sa isang event namin para sa isang napaka banong banda.

Ngayon, nagmumura na ang atay ko sa alakk. Hmm, punta kaya akong TK mamaya?

Swerte ko na lang talaga that I have a hubby who loves me to death and the most adorablest kid in town.
Kung wala sila, TAMBLING NA LANG SA BANGIN.

Ang hirap sa trabaho, binuhos mo na LAHAT. IKAW PA YUNG MUKHANG GAGO.
Bakit namemersonal? ANLABO MO HUUYYY!
Bakit laging mag kusang loob? Just freakin lay it out to me man, don't assume. DENSE ako mehn.

You're a life sucker. You suck out the life out of your team till we're like california raisins.
WE AIN'T GONNA BE LIKE YOU, FOO!
Nakakawalang gana.

Babalik na ako ng school.
Seryosong may pitik ang boss ko.

Where can i get these crazy fucked up glossies??? Halp!

SOOZYHOPPER RESURRECTED???
http://delfindjmontano.blogspot.com/
DISCLAIMER: SOMEONE FORWARDED THIS TO ME

Hi kids. :)
Just want to share our lovely WEDDING in Tagaytay. :)

Oh and another shameless plug:

Ain't these two the loveliest and the cutest??
Click on cookiemag.com for more

1. he cooks me sinigang with little potatoes that is soo good
2. he makes me iced tea with soju after work
3. and gives me a nice tingly masahe hihi

and this was only yesterday. my list can go on and on but it'll just ruin your browsers. :)

i love my hubby. i love you tet. :D

Drew Barrymore, Carol Volderman and a Japanese beauty queen and a J-popstar, hey, I'm starting to think I kinda look NICE. ;)
AHAHAHAHA! PERO riot talaga yung Aretha Franklin!!!

1. Bought a bass guitar
( Fender Squire Silver Series Japan)
Still don't know shit.

2. gained 5 pounds. more boobs, more ass, yahoo.

dalawa lang pala. hmmm.

Didn't go to fete. Balitaan niyo ako kiddie winks. Umuulan eh.